Death Rose Requiem: Tales of a broken heart

When do you realize that you loves your best friend, the one who ever was with you when you have a problem?
When do you accept that is not only friendship that you feel?

I’m so confused, my best friend of all my life today was looking me a bit strange, a bit hot maybe.
God, I was so ashamed. She is beauty, and I love her so much but… I don’t know what I’m feeling.
Yeph, I’m a schoolgirl a bit strange , and I know that this is a complicated stage of any teenager hahaha.

But this evening happened something very… weird… or very “lesbic” hahaha. Ok ok, I am putting a bit of humor in my life.
After the normal classes in my school were finished, me and my friend were in the music room to learn some songs.
As usual, the teacher lend us the classroom to practice. I was in the piano learning the song (I’ll not tell you the name) and my friend had the guitar harmony. She sat to my side to I can hear her better. And yeah, we play the song many times but I said her: “Can you give me a time for learn a part?” , she said yeah, of course and I began to play.

I try it many times and then I was frustrated. I close the piano I took my head with my hands and I only said: “I can’t do it”. Suddenly she hug me she said me “You can do it, I’m sure” and she smiled to me. Then she began to caress my leg and she move her hand under my skirt. In this moment I jump out of the chair, I looked to her very strange. Oh my god! I felt her hand in my underwear…. waaahh!!. Then I took my bag and ran to my home.

In my home I only could thought about she, and her hand in my underwear… in the deep of myself I liked it (Blusheeed!!!)
Holy **** I’m sick… daahaha.